As she lay there waiting
For him to approach
Her heart slowly beats faster
Against her shiny broach
He slowly dances over to her
Running his fingers through her hair
She can feel a tickle on her neck
Its a breeze of warm air
She turns to face him
Into her eyes he does stare
Her feelings now in the open
She feels vulnerable and bare
He knows she is scared
Ready for rejection
But his love he does show
In her hearts reflection
Ive done nothing wrong
Why must you persist?
To be so unpredictable
And completely senseless
You think its alright
To act the way you do
Hurting me a million different ways
And not even realising the scars are deep
Random outburst of affection
Does not satisfy my hunger
For love and praise
It only sustains me
In hope that you will change
I stay and fake a smile
Pretending to care
Like your something special
You think its alright
But its far from it
I do hold grudges
For longer than you know
She sits silently in her dark corner
With the feeling of bitter sweet
Used to the familiar sensation
Of darkness and hope
She knows theyre gone forever
Seeing them again wouldnt help
Not wanting to believe it
Not wanting to hear it
She constantly misses them
Wanting them to be home again
But that wouldnt help
It will only confuse the mind
Hating them for leaving her
for a better place
as she is left behind
in her own provoked torture chamber
With constant reminders
of the world she created
wishing it was different
wont help her now
My heart is asleep
While I am waiting
For the one in my distance
As hes slowly fading
Ive come close
To finding him
The one I need
My hope is dim
Im sick of this
Of being on my own
I dont find it fun
To be alone
In my future
Can he be there?
I guess I dont know yet
Its only fare
Get up Jess, was ringing in my ears as I slowly flopped out of bed. Its time to go to the museum, got a surprise for you! Be out for breakfast in five minutes. I heard mums footsteps walking away from my door.
Thats right I thought to myself, were going to the museum today. As I opened up my blinds the sweltering, burning sun hit me fair in the eyes, by far the hottest day of summer this year.
As I slowly walked over to the table for breakfast a huge, almost scary smile appeared on mums face.
So whats my surprise then? I asked rudely before sculling down some orange juice.
Get up Jess, was ringing in my ears as I slowly flopped out of bed. Its time to go to the museum, got a surprise for you! Be out for breakfast in five minutes. I heard mums footsteps walking away from my door.
Thats right I thought to myself, were going to the museum today. As I opened up my blinds the sweltering, burning sun hit me fair in the eyes, by far the hottest day of summer this year.
As I slowly walked over to the table for breakfast a huge, almost scary smile appeared on mums face.
So whats my surprise then? I asked rudely before sculling down some orange juice.
My heart is asleep
While I am waiting
For the one in my distance
As hes slowly fading
Ive come close
To finding him
The one I need
My hope is dim
Im sick of this
Of being on my own
I dont find it fun
To be alone
In my future
Can he be there?
I guess I dont know yet
Its only fare
She sits silently in her dark corner
With the feeling of bitter sweet
Used to the familiar sensation
Of darkness and hope
She knows theyre gone forever
Seeing them again wouldnt help
Not wanting to believe it
Not wanting to hear it
She constantly misses them
Wanting them to be home again
But that wouldnt help
It will only confuse the mind
Hating them for leaving her
for a better place
as she is left behind
in her own provoked torture chamber
With constant reminders
of the world she created
wishing it was different
wont help her now
Ive done nothing wrong
Why must you persist?
To be so unpredictable
And completely senseless
You think its alright
To act the way you do
Hurting me a million different ways
And not even realising the scars are deep
Random outburst of affection
Does not satisfy my hunger
For love and praise
It only sustains me
In hope that you will change
I stay and fake a smile
Pretending to care
Like your something special
You think its alright
But its far from it
I do hold grudges
For longer than you know
Love
There is a force in our world.
That no dictionary may define
Only once you have felt it
You shall know its true meaning.
It comes in many shapes and sizes
With no true colour
And no true form
But it always shall be pure
A single person cannot feel it
Or embrace its beauty
But with another
They may
A strong connection between the two
May be sensed
And life for them
Shall become a whole lot better
I have felt this connection
This force
It's beauty
And my life is like heaven
It is love
And it is all because of you
From the moment your radiant light soothed my eyes,
I've been unable to quench my lust,
Everything, everywhere, reminds me of you,
Unable to escape… everlasting mental grasp.
I look into your eyes,
The world matters not,
Your beauty, yourself,
A new, euphoric world,
Where you are my universe.
Every time you enter my mind,
I seem to become paralysed…
Your emotion, your smile your thoughts,
Priceless relics from a time of perfection.
Here without you makes a thousand needles,
Piercing my muscle,
Unable to release,
My everlasting feeling my wish you were present,
To share my life with me… forever.
Current Residence: Leeming Favourite genre of music: dancable:) Favourite photographer: ummm Favourite style of art: ummm Operating System: the one i have :S MP3 player of choice: ipod, damn wish i had one!! Shell of choice: pretty and big and not broken Wallpaper of choice: photos and posters Skin of choice: my own:S
Favourite Visual Artist
my friend izi:D
Favourite Movies
just one?awwww! Jawbreaker, The Notebook, Hot Chick, Cruel Intentions...and so on
it is a happy/ sad time in my life (sappy:P) im happy coz exams are nearly over :D BOOYA!!!! and im sad coz RYAN is leaving for 10 days and im genna put on weight:P coz i wont be laughing for 10 whole days, and laughing burns calories :D
nah things are cooooool:D he promised to bring me back diamonds so im cool :D
oh yeah special shout out to rell for 74% on maths exam :D well done!!!
HEYYYYY!!! its my birthday soooooon!!!! 5TH OF SEPTEMBER (for those who have forgotten) and if u have i will slit ur throt!! kidding:P lol i expect alota txts in the morning from all of u:P and for u all to come to my party:D (thank gosh ryan will be back f
hey everyone...
well netball sucked ass today!! we were beating the best team (we are the second worst team) by one point for the first three quarters. then we ended up loosing by four in the finally quater!! i hate quarters!! it was very frustrating!!
oh hell yeah!! i got a B in my "lord of the Flies" assignment and i didnt even try!!:D
writting poems are alot easier than i thought, though i have only done one great one (mistakes), the others are aiight.:|
i feel so trapped!! (like the girl from Michelles artwork:)) im so sick of doing the same thing every week, it feels like time isnt passing but it is, and it's passing me right by!!:(
hey,
well the rain is good, but annoying, i mean GEEZ my hair!! netball finishes soon:( that sucks, got nothing to do on saturdays!!
how much does school suck right now, EXAMS!! :( but i dont think it will be as bad as i think, im sure :S
oh!!! its my birthday soon, i wanna have a party and knowing my dad i will! YAY!! :D
thats all for now, bye :D